“Elijah was afraid and fled for his life. He went to Beersheba, a town in Judah, and he left his servant there. Then he went on alone into the desert, traveling all day. He sat down under a solitary broom tree and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life, for I am no better than my ancestors.” Then he lay down and slept under the broom tree. But as he was sleeping, an angel touched him and told him, “Get up and eat!” He looked around and saw some bread baked on hot stones and a jar of water! So he ate and drank and lay down again. Then the angel of the Lord came again and touched him and said, “Get up and eat some more, for there is a long journey ahead of you.” So he got up and ate and drank, and the food gave him enough strength to travel forty days and forty nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God. There he came to a cave where he spent the night. And the Lord spoke to him…”
1 Kings 19:3-9
Here is Elijah, the most famous of Israel’s great prophets, utterly devastated and praying to God for his very death. Even more, this emotional, spiritual, and physical despair came just after two of his most incredible spiritual victories in the Lord. Through Elijah God had just rained down fire from heaven and defeated Queen Jezebel’s evil priests of Baal. He also empowered Elijah to pray for and predict the rains that ended the kingdom’s three year drought. Elijah was then threatened by Jezebel and his response was to feel depressed, fearful, and ignored by God. In that moment he chose to cling to his grief rather than God’s glory. Elijah not only ran away and hid himself, he lamented. He pleaded for God to take his life from him.
Often, discouragement comes on the heels of blessed, deep spiritual experiences. Particularly when they demand much physical energy or intense emotion. Defeat always tries to shadow our greatest victories. After morning dawns and the warmth of the noonday sun brightens our face… evening draws near and night falls on us.
When darkness suffocates us, as it did the prophet Elijah, God is there to comfort us. He longs to rest and renew us. He is faithful to provide for our recovery in Him. God is always there and we are NOT alone. No, that doesn’t mean we’ll never feel alone, but our feelings do not alter God’s reality. The Lord always has more provision than we can see. There are people, resources, and workings of the Spirit aligning to fulfill His vision for us.
God comforted Elijah and dressed his ”wounds,” but He then immediately returned to the proposals or plans He had for Elijah. Clearly, there was still work for him to do. Once the Lord has cared for us He must confront us and command our attention and action! He has work for us to do and blessings spoken over us. When we feel let down and the Spirit glow of our victory fades… it is critical to remember that God’s purpose and promise for our life remains!
